Another great conversation with Don Fertman as he shares stories about his past struggles with alcohol addiction, providing a framework to talk about cannabis, addiction, and moderation: “I got myself together and got myself to work, but now I felt like even more of a failure. My self-loathing, my self-hatred, my sense of disgust with myself and my drinking, and that fear of impending doom, this constant feeling of like being in a car crash in slow motion, and I know I'm going to my destruction, and I see it happening, and I'm in it, but I'm powerless, I can't do anything about it, it's just happening because I can't stop it, that was all in my brain that day.”